Shapeshifting

I just found his blog.
It has no subscribers.
I never knew I meant so little in the big scheme of things.
He means so much.
I'm pleading with the universe that this is how he gets his negativity out.
That this is him being needlessly cynical.
But I'm just not so sure.

I'd rather waste my time with him.
Than do anything else.
But the way it seems:
He doesn't even want to be near me.
Every one's hotter.
Especially VCU girls.
Every one's cooler.
Especially his ex.

I'll compensate his lack of love with coffee...